I found both videos of D4vD performing Afterlife just 3 days after the murder. In the first performance you can see him start to break down at the end, and tries to gather himself. There are a lot of cuts in this one. These are posted from a fan account. He did not upload either of these videos.
Second performance of afterlife
https://youtu.be/r1l-9oSckO4?si=pcQv5kqU3T8ADnxY
I just think it’s creepy to see him cry performing this… and looking out into the crowd like “this is what I did it for” because we now know she threatened to end his career, and ruin his life. It’s almost as if he’s singing/crying the lyrics and thinking about in a way of.. “you made me do this. Why did you make me do this?” while also feeling justified in what he did because he gets to continue to live his dreams ( the way he looks out into the crowd after he almost breaks down) so eerie!