I feel so lost
hi im a 19 year old male and i only recently been checking a psychiatrist for 2 months now and got diognised with psychotic depression im currenlty on olanzapine and lamogin but aside from having less delusional thoughts im still struggling with traumatic thoughts (i was getting bullied and beaten up in highschool and now have to deal with the same people in uni and act as if nothing happen) im deeply struggling with studying and its been like this all my life, i passed my whole life passing the exams and succeeding without putting efforts into alot of subjects and only passing on those im gifted with. now in uni aside from dealing with the bulies from uni and act normal with them, i cant study at all or register any informations its like my mind cant articulate what i read or even what people say when they talk to me. sorry for the rent im just so confused