Call me what you want. I have had a very bad year with divorce and other trust problems where I was burned very badly, which has been causing me extreme stress and anxiety where I probably need to seek help. It is leading to paranoia because I usually can anticipate things but this year has been bad surprise after bad surprise and I am losing trust in others and can't take another hit.
I went to a sketchy strip club to cure my stress but it has only made it worse. The front man took my ID and asked me to verbally verify my address but did not scan it. It is possible this was recorded but doubtful. I didnt use my credit card at all. Inside I met a beautiful south american and I ejaculated into a condom. She didnt ask for my number and when I asked about her schedule she just said she is going to be away for a while.
She told me to toss condom it in the trash so I did. I was going to walk out with her but she said she was going to stay to clean up.
After I left I had a freakout about the fact I left the condom and that she is either going to steal my sperm or blackmail me or get pregnant or use me somehow. She did not ask for my name or number. The only way to identify me is through cameras or if the frontman recorded my ID.
What is the possibility she stole the condom? Being pregnant would put her out of work as a stripper. If she wanted to get pregnant she would have just offered sex with no condom. Or if she wanted to scam me she would have asked my number or a way to stay in contact. If she is trying to trap someone, she was very beautiful and could easily find a line of men who would voluntarily support her.
I totally paranoid or do I have any legitimate concerns at all?