I (F23) asked my FP (M28) to check the instagram reels i sent him. he didn’t acknowledge me. didn’t even open when i asked. i mentioned it again and again. nothing. so i started unsending every single dm as a joke. it was obviously a joke. a playful joke. he then blocked me.
Still hasn’t unblocked me it’s been over an hour now. it’s bothering me. i know he was just joking too but it’s annoying because he took it too far and fought fire with fire. if he was bothered, he could’ve asked me to stop right? Idk. I’m splitting rn. This is such a dumb thing
I told him to block me on everything else and i was aware enough to say i don’t want that but still. then i realized this is becoming a pattern. he blocked me and said “i blocked u on instagram only and u spam called me like it was the end of the world. u live on social media i dont.” i was extremely offended and it reminded me of when we first met. he lied saying he didn’t use snapchat. he did. all of the time. he loves snapchat. i begged him to add me. literally begged and he threw it in my face today saying the same thing that i need to stop living on social media. but it looks weird to me i don’t think he gets it as a woman with BPD .. im just so irritated i also cold turkey quit meds that were helping with suppressing my emotions so there’s that. starting a new med today lol but idk can someone console me?