For context: I’m 25 male.
I had a life. Up until recently.
I’ve always been abit depressed (I think everyone has in this modern day)
Alots happened in such a short time and it’s genuinely rattled me..
I lost nearly everything in the last 9 months I think I may of had a psychotic break or something.
I had a girlfriend, she left me when I lost my job. It stung bad. She got with another guy a month later and they seem to be living their best life.
I recently cut ties with my father. And I’ve been applying to jobs everyday with no success.
I even got a offer but they sent a message a couple days later and said another candidate has been chosen (even though the contract was supposed to be sent out to me) THIS WAS MY WAY OUT.
I lost a friend (he died in an accident) the day my ex left me aswell. That sticks. And I kinda went silent and isolated. Nobody has tried reaching out cause I have nothing to offer anymore.
I’ve lost all my confidence (I used to be extroverted but over these months I have lost all my social skills) and honestly am super scared to meet any new friends etc.