Should I do it?
Hey! I don't usually use Reddit so sorry for bad formatting or anything incorrectly done
This is basically me just ranting lol & hoping for some advice! <3
Okay so..i recently turned 18 and I've never really..had attention from boys ever really I have pretty bad anxiety which has gotten leagues better over the years
I've definitely had crushes on boys / Talking stages but they're always that dumb online sexting thing all my friends either have boyfriends or easily speak to boys, I'm very..anti social? For lack of a better word because I don't have trouble speaking to anyone I don't get anxiety when speaking to people but I honestly kinda prefer to be alone like..okay I know it sounds sad but I'm not sad I just like to spend my off time alone and not hanging out with people
It genuinely is what I enjoy I get extreme anxiety about even the idea of hanging out with someone. For the past two years I've been going to this course where we have to bring people in as models (just for lack of info bc I don't remember who I have on this acct lol) and this really cute boy was on the other side of the desk share with another girl blocked by a mirror
I thought he was super duper cute! But I didn't do anything or speak to him as I cleaned up I caught him looking at me and thought I was annoying him and left school quickly
The next day the girl asked if I remembered the boy and the memory came back to me and I complimented the work she did on him and she let me know that after I had left he asked about me I was genuinely shocked and asked for more info. Eventually she gave me his insta and we followed each other and later that day she mentioned to me he was nervous to message me
I didn't think much of it until the next night when I'd got a message on insta he was introducing himself and asking me out we've been taking for a day or two and he really wants to go out and it causes me extreme anxiety
He's a really really sweet guy and I really do want to presume a romantic connection with him but I want to talk more and feel like I'll just bore him but it's only been two ish days
I have a lot of insecurities about my physical appearance and just hate the idea of going on a date with him due to my extreme anxiety
But I really want to what should I do?
Thanks for listening!! 💋🍒❤️
Any advice would be super appreciated xoxo