idk how to feel about this
i’m pretty much addicted to sh and this is probably gonna sound very very weird but my whole arm is covered in cuts some are healing some are fresh and i’m not satisfied with any of them except for two scars that look nice idk it’s odd when i look at my arm and i don’t see anything or if im not satisfied enough with how it looks i get so so so angry and i dont know what to do. my skin is peeling and scabbing and all but it takes forever and the scars are boring to me and honestly make me feel invalid? they’re all styros i dont really care to go deeper than that so much but sometimes i do get thoughts about it and idk im just disappointed and im always comparing my scars and cuts to others and thats not good but idk .. does this make sense to anyone? i dont think i have a very good way with words and describing feelings so