u/Fimsley_net1905

I feel like a mentally ill freak with no life. No friends just existing and being worthless. I want to lay here and just starve to death. Gonna be living alone in a few days so ill finally have the chance to end it without traumatising someone else, just counting down the days now. I dont deserve friends i am a loser. Part of me hopes the few people i talk to online ghost me because i really dont deserve them. I am depressing, selfish and boring. My family knows I am worthless too which sucks. Im sure they would do better without me. Gonna use the week to mentally prepare myself i think. Goodbye