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I messed up and I’m struggling to come to terms with how stupid I’ve been.

Today just before work, I was just about to sew my button onto my trousers and my door knocked. I put the needle and thread on the table and answered the door. I came back a minute later and he had eaten it. I can’t even begin to tell you the absolute terror and panic I’ve felt since that moment. I drove like a maniac to the emergency vet hospital and they did surgery and got it out. He’s got a massive incision and is in hospital over night. He’s not out of the woods yet but I could have killed him. He’s only a year old and I could have killed him and I can’t cope with the thought of that. I think it’s hit me hard because my dad died two weeks ago, so my head is all over the place, but he’s my baby and I put him in harms way and I don’t even know how to start processing that…

I don’t know what the point of my post is. To warn others. To shame myself. Looking for reassurance. I don’t know. I just needed to write this.

Uk based.

I’ve been a chronic stoner for 24 years. Every single day as soon as my eyes open.

I genuinely think I’ve got CHS. Literally never heard of this before today when I decided to see if there was a link between my horrendous nausea and vomiting and weed. Anyone with experience? Please tell me what happened so I know what I’m facing.

I guess I’ll find out in a few days if my symptoms start subsiding.

Until then, anyone got any tips on how I can make myself feel better that doesn’t involve standing in a shower for hours (done that already)?

I’m currently laid on sofa, hot, cold, shivering, with a sick bucket, my arsehole is on fire (got the shits). I’ll get through it, but it would be nice to have some kind of idea of when this might subside.