I was depressed AF, and posted on Reddit, I was not in the right headspace, but then a really kind person dm’d me. She talked me out of doing anything foolish, and since the previous 5 days she checks in on me daily. She herself has gone through a lot. In the past month she broke up with her bf of 6 years. She got r*ped when she was out of her country, tried to contact her ex to get some support, but he did not care that much, and did not provide her any support. She then went and posted it to Reddit. A guy consoled her and told her everything is gonna be fine. She thought he was her guardian angel. Then all of a sudden he started demanding pics of her and started acting like a weirdo creep (this took place on insta). She refused and he started making fun of her getting r@ped. This led to her getting even more depressed and having trust issues. I daily try to console her and she tells me she is okay, and asks me about my day and stuff. All of a sudden she has messaged me. She can’t take this anymore and she is sorry for getting me involved but in two days, she is gonna overdose on Alcohol and die. I don’t know if this is the appropriate subreddit or not. I just wanted one with reach. Please tell me how can I help her out. She refuses to call, I am a male (she has trust issues due to the previous Reddit guy, totally understandable). But how do I help her what do I do. I wrote messages in detail like, please don’t let those lowlifes be the end of you. However dark it may appear it is gonna get better, many other detailed messages, but she won’t budge what do I do. Please help, she is literally so kind and does not deserve this.
u/FictionFlexer277
I crave genuine connection with someone. I want to be able to care of someone, listen to their rants, to their sorrows, to their joys, I want to be able to celebrate their progress, their achievements, cuddle with them at night, hear their jokes, I want to be able to make jokes they like, take care of them when they are sick, enjoy with the, rot on the couch with them, I want to be able to have someone on whose chest I could put my head on and sleep. I want to be there for someone in their saddest and their happiest moments. I want them to celebrate me and myself to celebrate them. I want to be able to hug them all the time. I want to be able to take interest in their interests and for them to reciprocate. Like I would go on dress shopping with them (or whatever their interest is) and I want them to play FIfA with me. I want to hear them and listen to them. I want to be able to fulfil their wishes and for them to fulfil mine. I want to hear each and every word as they go on talking for hours. At 17 years of age, I want my partner to be a bit older than me, I want her to be the decision maker. I want to be able to share everything with her. Nowadays relationships at least in my age are just exchange of sex, and over in one month. I do not want that, I genuinely crave someone to be able to love to and be loved back by them. I want to hear them giggle and for us to laugh for hours on our inside jokes. This is one of the things that has truly made me depressed.