Any serious effects of not seeking out help from depression ETC!
As the title says and I wanted to be specific if there are any specific effects of not seeking out help or just venting to someone about your depression, loneliness, a sense of not belonging anywhere and constant suicidal ideation.
Context: 20(M) whole life has been filled with misery but started to notice it mostly around the age of 14-15 and since then it got even worse. Every year I try to be better yet the only thing that changes is that it gets WORSE.
Never had a proper normal relationship with family, always fighting and filling them with non-stop disappointments.
Going to sleep wishing I don’t wake up the next day, won’t be committing suicide because it will just pass the pain and the guilt.
I have never told anyone about this to anyone except the internet and would like to just get some answers as the title says because I have experienced some slow cognitive functions. I may have stretched the context but Yh and anyone struggling with this disease I pray it gets better for you!💯❤️