u/Few-Personality4281

I live with my parents but I’m an adult. they always have guests over like 4 days a week, and I end up hiding in my room not eating forever because I’m too scared to make my safe foods with guests. I really hate people watching me prepare any food. for ex I eat fruit and always weigh it out in a bowl, and I feel terrified any time anyone sees me do this that isn’t my parents. my ed isn’t as bad anymore as long as I eat my safe foods I can usually eat enough to remain healthy. but the days people are over I just get so nauseous from waiting to the point it’s hard to eat anything after they leave. does anyone else deal with this?? It makes me feel super crazy, like why am I paranoid over this. I try to tell myself that I never judge what others are eating but it doesn’t really help because people can be mean…