So not even 30 mins ago my mom woke me up so we could go out to eat breakfast, I thought sweet breakfast I’m hungry.
Who knew when I went to eat brush my teeth and my when my mom interrupted me to hang the clothes (the sink and the area I hang my clothes is in the same area) shit hits the fan because when I walked away to wait to brush my teeth my mom takes this as a sign that this generation of kids are lazy and useless or someshit and suddenly starts scolding me about how I’m a 白眼狼(basically means a ungrateful brat) for not helping her to hang the clothes… MRS THERE IS ONLY 4 T SHIRTS TO HANG WHAT WAS THE POINT OF HELPING WHEN YOU COULD DO IT YOURSELF
Than she goes on and on about how she has to work all day and how she has to give me and my sister 350 and 450 dollars for the week and how the 500 dollars she earned yesterday is all gone and during the hours of work she was working she was starving and only did it because she wanted to see me and my sister happy… (as I am writing this i can see I’m kinda an asshole but) SHES COMPLAINING ABOUT HAVING TO GIVE HER CHILDREN MONEY WHEN SHES GOING ON FUCKING VACATION FOR A WEEK and how is you having to spend money on vacation and giving money so your kids could eat because you didn’t want to cook for them and go on vacation for a week MY FUCKING FAULT
Like I’m trying look at this in her perspective and she’s just looking for trouble. I’m trying to understand and to me she’s just has a bad weekend and making it my problem. To vent her frustration at her children because it’s the easiest method
And if your on her side she suddenly mentions dead grandpa… I could you not ,I wish I was lying she suddenly mentions dead grandpa and how she could die any minute during her vacation and I should be greatful to have her…Grandpa died because of suicide
It doesn’t even makes sense why she’s bringing dead grandpa up …he died long before I was even born, why bring dead grandpa up and than she started crying like the fuck all I wanted to do was brush my teeth
And I’d like to point out when she started crying I felt nothing , just nothing I’m usually a very emotional boy and whenever I do something bad I think about it for days , but when I looked at her I felt nothing, no sympathy , no regret , just wondering when she will shut up
And you know why … ITS BECAUSE IT ISNT HER FIRST TIME
I get scolded for her mistakes I get scolded because of my sisters mistakes I am just the fucking punching bag to the point that I couldn’t even lose a wink of sleep if she was in the hospital
Anyways this was just my rant I’ll tell you more about how my mom punches me around like a punching bag bye bye