u/Feisty-Bluebird-7004

I for some reason have a crush on this particular Imam named Dr Nasser Karimian. Hes all over insta and Youtube. And I still wish to be his wife 😭😭😭😭

I know its wrong to find him attractive, But hes almost 40 and im 31. Maybe in Jannah 😭😊🤣

How do I get over him? HELP

Im attracted to his Character, his values, his looks. Hes an imaam influencer

Im only putting off being married because I want to be his second wife and I dont know how. Im a US citizen also

But I wrote it out here to ask for help. For some reason these kinds of men I feel attracted to and safe around.