My sp came back the way i wanted him to and then left just as fast
I’ve been manifesting my sp for exactly 8 days now. And yes I’ve seen results but they haven’t been linear.
5 days in he reached out to me telling me he’s been thinking of me asking me how i am. We ended up talking for a while until he said he doesn’t think we should be talking. However, the next day the conversation kept going on, with even more enthusiasm and we ended up calling that night where he told me he never stopped loving me and that he misses me everyday and he invited me over to his house so we can spend time together and talk in person. I was over the moon excited and dancing around saying Thankyou to God and the universe. I knew my manifestation had worked.
The next morning he woke up and was texting me very dry, i talked to him like normal throughout the whole day and just kept affirming until at 10pm at night i asked him what’s wrong, i can tell something is up. Here’s where i messed up, i assumed something was wrong instead of ignoring what i don’t like and going on with my day. Texting him that one thing ruined the whole game for me, he texted me saying forget everything that was said last night and that he doesn’t want to keep talking to me. He told me to stop texting him. The switch up was crazy.
Now its the morning after that happened and were not talking. I spiraled, i cried and now I’m back. I meditated and i feel good again because i know i am the creator and that i just need to keep persisting. I’ve heard people say that sometimes the 3d shows the opposite of what you’re manifesting and it’s draining out your old identity and your old beliefs and can be known as a “purge.” I’ve heard TikTok creators say that this is a good thing because it literally means your manifestation is around the corner, so that’s what I’m going to believe as it’s in my favour. I get mad at him but then i stop myself and realise he is just my assumptions pushed out, i am the creator. I do get frustrated at myself though because I feel as if i had it in my hands and it all slipped through my fingers in only a day.
I’m supposed to go to his house tomorrow, I have 3 options.
Don’t go and keep persisting, he’ll reach out to me first and apologize
Text him about it tonight
Just show up since technically I’m not uninvited.
I’m leaning towards the 1st option right now. However i want to know if people have experienced the same thing, if they went through a “purge” when manifesting their sp. And what do i do from here? It was very disheartening and upsetting and i very much want to go to his tomorrow still. I’m living in end state right now trying to lock in so that time can collapse so that my 3d reflects what i want instantly and that his house tomorrow is done and settled and we both know I’m going to be there.
Can people please share their experiences and offer advice below!