u/Feeling_Ask_3567

Has anyone recently applied for visitor visa from inside Canada? And how long it took them to process the application

As much as I’m coming to accept it’s over I also feel very lonely, it feels like life has lost its purpose, I keep trying to keep myself busy but then there’s this moment that the loneliness and sadness hits and nothing can really fix it. Almost everything has lost its color, a feeling of being dead inside. I lost my person and our relationship was good until it wasn’t he was an avoidant slowly building resentment throughout the relationship w/o ever saying anything and communicating and exploded and left abruptly. The disrespect he showed at the end, the way he talked to me I’m never going back to that person but also lost the good parts of the relationship. I don’t know I’m confused, he didn’t give me any closure just disappeared. How do I learn to be ok on my own?

Sometimes I feel I’ve accepted that it’s over and that I have to try to move on w my life. But then either at night or in the morning when I wake up the reality hits me and it feels like I’m kind of back in square one not believing you left like that or that you’re out my life forever. I spend days detached or feeling dead inside. Nothing really makes me emotional anymore. And I get scared of how long that’s going to last cause I don’t wanna spend years feeling dead. And I don’t wanna go back remembering how you treated me at the end how you disrespected and discarded me like I meant nothing. I feel angry and hurt.