u/Feeling_Action_6408

I have never posted on Reddit but I felt the need to because it’s 1 am and I have nobody to talk to I have had a rough couple of months I my gf of 2 years went on a trip to Peru and when she came back I found out she found someone else from her school (she took the trip through her school) she continued to be with me through a concert pretending to love me and we even had s*x the night before it just for her to tell me she’s been sending him “I miss you” and “I can’t wait to see you and kiss you 🩷” during the trip so we broke up but continued to work together so I have been seeing her happy while I’m depressed and sad and now the school year is ending I’m a year graduated and have not even thought about a future career and still work as a dishwasher haven’t applied to any schools or anything and now today I have gotten into an accident because I accidentally rear ended someone so now my insurance is going up and I can’t afford anything as it is. I don’t know what to do anymore everyone around me thinks I’m fine but I’m not