Consider myself straight but can’t stop watching trans/gay porn
(M26) have a serious confession that’s been eating at me. I’ve always considered myself 100% straight. I’ve only ever dated women, I’m in a loving relationship with my girlfriend of two years, and I’m genuinely attracted to her. Sex with her is great and I have zero interest in men in real life. I don’t check out guys, I don’t have crushes on men, nothing.
But porn has become this whole other thing.
When I get really horny and start watching, I find myself gravitating toward trans girls and scenes with dick. Like… a lot. I’ll be deep into it and suddenly I’m rock hard watching a beautiful trans woman stroking or getting sucked, and I catch myself thinking about sucking dick. Not just watching, I fantasize about wrapping my lips around a trans girl’s cock, tasting it, feeling it get hard in my mouth, all of that. It happens almost every time I’m alone and edging for a while. The hornier I get, the stronger the urge. Once I cum, the fantasy fades fast and I go back to feeling straight and normal.
It’s purely a porn/horny-brain thing. I have no desire to actually hook up with anyone else (especially not a guy), and I would never cheat on my girlfriend. I love her and I’m happy with our sex life. This just lives in my head during solo sessions and it’s getting harder to ignore how intense those thoughts have become.
I don’t even know what I’m looking for here — advice, similar stories, reassurance that this is common, or just to get it off my chest. Has anyone else been in this spot where you’re straight in every way that matters but porn unlocks this specific “sucking trans dick” fantasy that feels crazy vivid while you’re turned on?