u/Fearless_cherry_2803

I ain't not a fan of sports. And as for baseball, I didn't know that game existed up until this year when I watched Happiness. (I don't mean to belittle any game or anything it's just that baseball isn't something so popular in my country and I'm not a fan of sports to begin with.)

Well yeah I started the drama because on Namkoong Min (who else then duhh). Man does he ever disappoints? His character was so cool like handling all that alone?Crazyyy...

One thing I noticed in all Namkoong Min dramas that he doesn't get involved in unnecessary romance. The least thing I'd want to see in a baseball related game is to see two employees kissing. It's good that they didn't put any romance between them even when they had the chance to do so.

The ending was.... weird but not in a bad way. No matter what road Baek seung soo would take I'd support him. But I really wished him to stay as the general manager of the "Dreams". People actually cherished him there. I hoped he'd go back. I guess that would have been too predictable and boring. It's nice that he's starting a new journey too..

Just today I was scanning through dramas casting Namkoong Min and found out that he worked in doctors... I almost screamed!!!! I watched Doctors pretty long ago. There was a certain character that wasn't really a part of the main story. He played a single dad,who worked many jobs to make the ends meet. One day,he comes to hospital to deliver foods and asks doctors about his son's symptoms. The doc's tell him to come to the hospital with his son. The next day,as he comes to the hospital with both of his sons he finds out both of them are sick and has to get surgery. He even tries to kill himself so that his sons could get the surgery. While I watched the drama I just thought he was a really handsome one, didn't expect him to be such a huge name. But his acting and voice left a great remark on me (I kinda forgot about him towards the end because of Rae won)

I usually am not a fan of historical dramas (the rules feels ridiculous and everything seems like oppression). I watched My Dearest for Namkoong Min. And god didn't I love it. Everything was beautiful. The characters growth was soo satisfying. Even the ost's were heart touching.

I want to watch it again. Feel all those emotions again. The feeling of being anxious, relieved, satisfied,sad and happy---I want to feel them again. But the pain and misery seems like too much now. I had a hard time watching because of back to back misfortunes. I don't want to see all that sadness and dirty politics again. But there's a lot of thinks I wanna witness again...like the sounds of flowers,their first meeting,Ryang Eum's singing, Jang Hyun's carefree self, the fighting scenes.

Yes. I just want to watch the happy moments. But just happiness is not fun. So I'm torn in-between.