u/Fearless_Customer473

Ok, So I dont really know what to do. Basically Im having a quinceañera (If you dont know there is a court of 8 girls and they dance with 8 guys and you go to dance practices so his hands will be on her waist.) So my cousin we will call her Mia. So Mia is 8 months older than me but we are in the same grade but I am young for my grade. There is also this guy from my sport lets say its tennis because its similar. I practice 6X a week so im always there so there is my freind there lets call him Max. I like max but we have a 1Yr age gap which is kinda bad especially since im older than him. Another reason nothing could happen is that im 2 grade levels infant of him which just feels weird. About a month ago I was looking for chamberlain's and I asked him to be in it he said yes but I only put him with Mia because I know she's gay but she's closeted so I know nothing could happen. Basically, I went over to Mia's house and I did her makeup, She wears glasses and I took them off, did her hair and evreything. So she looked AMAZING. We made tiktoks and so when I went to practice I showed these to him. Also keep in mind Max and Mia are very similar they are both intellectual and shy and quiet. I am not I am very talkative and friendly. So when I showed him the tiktoks, he I guess thought she was rlly pretty so today he asked me when he could meet her.... Keep in mind I talk to him all the time but when I talk abt myself he couldn't gaf but when I was talking abt her he literally made plans in .001 second. fml. So he asks to meet her and eventually we came up with going for kbbq but I didn't want too send them both on this like date kind of idek even tho they dont even know each other. So basiclly now im 3rd wheeling them tg on this hangout. So 2 things I cant get over. The first is that what if something happens?? she told me she likes girls but like I feel like I remember her telling me abt this guy she likes like a while ago. Im scared she MAINLY likes girls but what if something happens? I would be so devistated bc I have liked him for 2 yrs. But the biggest issue is the age. I feel like me and his age gap is already really bad but there's is like a good 2 YEARS. I feel like this is wrong because he's so much younger than us like 2 years younger that feels kinda pedo ish like Idk if I can have that on my concious so help idk what to do.