It's really hard bitawan yung dream univ ko
I recently passed the USTET and I’m beyond ecstatic! Childhood dream ko talagang mag-aral sa UST, but now, I’m torn because the course I got isn’t what I want anymore. Back in JHS, I wanted Psychology or something related, so I applied for Behavioral Science.
Before the results came out, I was sure I’d fail because I wasn't prepared—especially for the essay part, since I didn't research the exam beforehand. I lost hope and eventually applied for Optometry in CEU. Since then, I’ve grown to love Opto based on what I’ve seen online.
Now that the results are out, I feel so conflicted. Seeing that green text saying 'Qualified' made me happy, but I knew deep down I didn't want that specific course anymore. In the end, I didn't proceed with UST, but I didn't expect na ang hirap pala bitawan ng dream university ko. Seeing my classmates going to UST makes me feel envious, and now I’m wondering if choosing my desired course worth it if I’m feeling this way? Haha, I didn't know ganto pala yung feeling