I keep messing up at my internship
Sorry for the block of text I just really need to dump this somewhere.
I’m just really tired and it’s my senior year and I have a lot of work on my plate and I feel like I’m failing at school and my internships my boss sends me so many emails I can’t keep up with the work and they get lost and then they get turned in late and last night my laptop broke and she’s called me in for a meeting today to discuss my “progress” which can’t be good.
I just want to be done, I thought the hard part would be the onsite work but the stuff from my school is exponentially higher while I’m trying to manage my classes and graduation and I can’t tell my parents because my Mom will be devastated if I don’t graduate because she never got to go to college. Sometimes it just feels like nothing is going to get better and I’m fighting to get out of bed.