u/Far-Poet691

I've been dealing with an inferiority complex for a long time na. Kahit na magkwento naman kasi ako, wala naman kasi makakaintindi sakin. Kahit na ilang beses nilang sabihin na "ok lang yon ok lang yon" di kasi nila ako gets kasi magaling naman sila. I'm trying naman to defeat the feeling pero nangingibaw pa rin yon. Ang exhausting na nya for me, honestly. Pero di ko kasi talaga alam gagawin. Kapag hindi ko na kinaya to baka kung ano na magawa ko, especially because i know one method na painless suicide.

Specifically in the NIH. How is the work-life balance? Gaano kadelay ang salary? Or any other info that you may share pls, thanks! :)