u/Far-Marionberry-3081

Baby is 3 weeks. The spitups, non stop crying and sleep deprivation make me feel hopeless. I feel this is never going to end. Yesterday in the mid of night when he was awake and cried from 2am-5am, I couldn’t help but had terrible thoughts. I couldn’t even say it because I feel ashamed of even having these thoughts. I love him I truly do. But I’m so tired.
I’m crying when I’m typing this.