u/Far-Dragonfly3539

I'm not even sure if this is the right group, so sorry. I'm only 16 and I know I have a lot to learn in life, but I just find life so ass. Like none of this really matters after 200 years, I'd be forgotten, lots of us will be forgotten. Sure, everything matters in the present, if things were permanent we wouldn't be able to appreciate what we have, but the thought of all of this being gone is stronger than that. This is a nonsense post, I just wanted to say this to kinda release it, coz it's somehow heavy😹😹😹 Maybe I'm feeling like this because I'm always alone, idk, I wish I'm a 65 years old man who lives in a cabin in the woods. I just want to skip a huge slice of my life and rest. Is anyone else feeling the same? What can I do to stop feeling like this? Tbh it's not really a problem to feel like this, it's just that I have people around me who love me and I want to keep moving for them