I’m on a drug holiday and I kinda like it?
I’ve been taking 50mg for almost 9 months and decided to stop a week ago. There was zo much dizziness and tiredness that I went down to 40mg but the side effects stayed unfortunately.
I stopped last weekend and I feel good? Slept for 9 hours and took naps in the first 3 days. Now I take coffee and l-theanine to focus, which kinda works. Will stop for another 5 days and go back on 40mg because I’d have to go to the office on Monday the 18th. I know it’s really hard to focus without meds and it has cost me several jobs.
But I do feel more myself now. More feelings, more appetite, laughing more and being the genuine version of me. Random dancing, making random plans. Enjoy music more but also have the downsides of course. I would love to take a break more often.
How do you all when you take a break from the meds? And how does it feel to start again after 2 weeks?