I applied for BSC PSYCHOLOGY at Yeshwanthpur Campus, Kingeri and Bannergatta being my other two options. I gave it my 100 percent. I was able to answer every question perfectly and the interviewers even laughed at one of my answers. I had got relatively easier SA topics (SOP and HIGHER EDUCATION vs SKILL ACQUISITION).
But I did not get it. I was so positive that I will be selected, but I didnt and I have been depressed ever since. My other schoolmates who practically failed in the school examinations and scored real low in ICSE BOARDS, got into Christ. Their interviewer didnt even go well. They fumbled, mixed up their answers and even froze, but I didnt. I spoke with a lot of confidence.
I know I am not a good student and didnt score that well in school or in ICSE boards but I really did work hard for the Christ Entrance. It had always been my dream to go to Christ and now I feel like im the most worthless person ever, and my parents dont waste a single second to remind me that im a failure and that I should've listened to them when they told me to study.
I got into a local college in my city and hence my parents are not letting me apply for the 3rd round of Christ.
I feel like since BSC is a more study orientated course, they did not select me. But I want to be a Counselling Psychologist. Which course is better then, BSC or BA? But my parents said, they will not spend 25L to send me to another state to study BA in Psychology. I am sick and tired to explaining my parents that the local college is not good and it wont provide me with good jobs but they dont even want to listen.
I cannot do this anymore.