TW! Mention of Abu$€
Having an emotionally absent father, whom is marrying the woman that decided I was the enemy. Asked for too much regarding needing my father during a moment of grief he and I both experienced. Still, I’m left alone in an endless loop of grief, resentment, and honestly? Anger.
Father, as I plead, tell me how you’re able to look past someone’s manipulations and decide you are going to marry her?
Father, as I beg, please hear me out, one last time. You express I should forgive her, yet she’s playing you like a puppet. You cannot forgive someone for admitting their desire to hurt your eldest (myself) during a time of need of structure and support, right?
Father, I apologize and express a deep regret for being the daughter that became distant. That doesn’t look at you with eyes of admiration, instead, looks at you with a blank expression and eyes brimming with tears.
I wish for a miracle, where I become the daughter you’d be proud of. I wish for a miracle, where I could be better.