If you're still doubting to quit porn. PLEASE. READ. THIS.
I just have to kinda let it out of me and tell this story. I hope there will be at least one person reading this and finally feel motivated to stop watching porn.
I'm 21 and I've been watching porn for probably 10 years. The addiction and so the kinks just got worse and worse, I probably shouldn't go in details...
For the last years I was kinda dedicated to hook up with any girl and have sex with her. I was fucking desperate I had like almost 5 dating apps. First I wanted a GF but then it kinda lead to being fine if it was just an ONS.
Long story short, the apps kinda worked and I met with a girl a few days ago.
We were sitting in the back of my car and were making out first (my first kiss btw), then she slowly started to reach for my dick and she gave me a BJ...
Now here are the consequences of watching too much porn and excessive masturbation:
1: kinda sounds weird but I was very ticklish. She loved my body and touched and kissed me all the time but I was always like moving not even allowing any small touch of her (which pissed her off)
2: I was not in the mood. When we chatted on Whatsapp I was fully bricked up just by imagining making out with her and receiving a BJ. When the real thing started I kinda felt bored. Which leads to being less horny and also not being 100% hard or losing your boner fast.
3: Stimulation. She told me that her BJ count is about over 10+ and kinda glazed herself talking about how good she can suck and let every guy cum in under 1min. She sucked it for 5mins until her jaw started to hurt and I WASN'T EVEN CLOSE. I don't even know if I felt it as much as I should? We met for 2 days in a row. She sucked it in both days and I still didn't cum. It was very disappointing for me and it turned her off a lot. She wanted to have sex after that because she wanted to see if maybe this could make me cum, but I declined her offer because I completly lost my mood and didn't want to lose my virginity.
I always thought the people here are just exaggerating because I can literally cum in 2mins when I watch porn and it sounded absurd when porn addicts say that sex doesn't feel as good as they imagined.
I wanted to have sex so badly like a few ago. The me back then would never believe that I rejected a girl who directly asked me to have sex while we were sitting alone in my car.
I generally don't even want to have sex anymore until I found the love of my life (and fix the problem).
So if there's anyone out there who says it will get better when they get a gf, have real life experience whatsoever. It won't.
If you're kinda in the same situation as me back then trying to look for someone to hook up. Please stop wasting your time right now, it is absolutely not worth it.
And if anyone believes I AM over exaggerating or just a rare case. I would suggest you to find a prostitute try it out yourself if u don't believe me.
I wish I could rewind the time and never searched for a girl so desperately for so long. Not even a second of it was worth it and I also wasted my first kiss.
Y'all please quit porn and start looking for LOVE