I lost a fight with a door today .
I’m okay .
My world feels like it’s crashing
I’m okay
How to do I keep pushing forward
I’ll be okay
Keep your head up
But how how do you keep pushing when everything around you is falling apart . I feel alone . Even though I’m not . Welcome home neighbor . Was your day as BS as mine . Did you hear me scream this morning ?
I’m okay . Just lost a fight with a door .
Morning times seem to be the hardest for me lately . You seem to be the one consistent thing in my life .
As seasons are changing and my heart is breaking I find my self wondering if the ones around me feel like pain . Like a beacon for broken hearts and shattered souls. I feel like I’m breaking my own heart but I can’t seem to stop . It’s like the more I look the more the pieces seem to no longer fit . But then there’s you . Silent and steady a stranger in a world full of chaos and secrets . Do you feel the pull ?
Do you see her look for you
Do you see her curiosity in you
The girl in the brick house is broken
Holding on to pieces of a picket fence romance
Have you heard the cries
If you listen at night you can hear the girl with sad eyes
In the day she hides behind a smile
At night the spirals into darkness
Have you seen the girl in the brick house
She wonders if you notice her gaze
Maybe this one is different
Her mind tends to tremble at the thought of being held correctly
Do you know the girl in the brick house
She wondering if you want to know her to
As night turns to dawn and she awakes to your presence
Do you see her
I get it . I’ll go . I tried … I’m sorry that this is how it is . But I’ll leave you alone now . The silence is deafening and I can’t keep feeling this way . I know I’ll see you again . But right now .. I’m sorry .