u/Fantastic-Ease-5044

I feel I can’t be the only person to think like this, but I feel it makes sense in a way. Everyone has types, preferences, and details they look for in someone in terms of dating.
But for me I feel I cant or not allowed to have a type or preference. Being that I’m a bit on the bigger side and definitely not at all attractive, I shouldn’t or can’t be picky.
Like I should be lucky a not so attractive guy likes me, and lord forbid a very attractive man tries to talk to me. I instinctively withdraw or don’t answer, cause why would someone good looking or attractive, try to speak to someone who lacks in looks and personality?

Am I just delusional or that sounds reasonable?