I was with my ex for 5 year's. He had a rotational job meaning he travelled for work and would be gone for a Month at a time. I was so in love with this man. After 5 year's I discovered he had a extra phone hidden under our mattress. I locked myself in our bedroom and found he had ads online for sexual encounters. He left me heartbroken, disgusted and betrayed. It took a toll on my mental health. He denied everything. He told me he was just curious. After we broke up, I was told he had cheated on his previous ex as well. We purchased a home together, had no kids, and he bought me out. I'm remarried and happy now. But it makes me wonder why he never apologized to me for turning my life upside down?? It seems like he had no remorse whatsoever.
It's been 7 year's since we broke up and every now and then I get a wave of anger because of what he put me through. Is this normal?
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