u/Fantastic-Avocado196

How do people continue living with depression? Im 16, i have avpd, clinical depression, adhd, asd and type 1 diabetes and since i was a kid i cannot see a world with me in it. i cant keep jobs, i cant keep relationships or freinds, my mum left a couple months ago and my best freind killed herself abiut a year ago now. these things are eating me alive. i barely go to school, im dangerosly addicted to nicotine, dont have a job and have no hobbies except for getting really high to escape myself. i pysically cant open up to people and when i do the guilt of feeling like a burden crushes me and makes me sadder than before. everything is wayyyyy too hard and its been this way for as long as i can remember. what the fuck do i do? i have no hope at all.