u/FancyChapter1085

Hey yalls. So TW!! i have an eating disorder. Lately, i have been restricting and p u rging more than normal and have been finding it increasingly haeder to breathe. But i have also been sick, so idk if that has something to do with it. Just for like full breaths i have to like really inhale yk? Am i okay...or like dying ?? ToT should i get this checked out?? Whats ur advice ??

Edit: i am trans and wear a binder consitantly, and have vaped and smoked weed in the past, which might have an effect on that, but ive stopped, and it hasnt really affected that much until like now.

Maybe

We could go on a walk

Somewhere we could talk

About how

It all went wrong…

And maybe

We can start-art again

Push the button

Hold my hand

Will it be okay?

And

Im tired

Of all this love movie

Bullshit that

I so desperately

Want

To see

(pick x320xx)

Maybe

You’ll come

Home to

Me.

(strum 032000, dry strum)

And I said,

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

“Let’s kill the bunny,

I’ll hold its ears,

You tie it up

All of its fears,”

Oh look it runs

Oh god it runs

Oh god it runs

Oh god it-

(slow strum go into picking slowly)

(guitar picking interlude)

Maybe

We will follow the

Bunny and see

How it makes us

Believe it is love…

And maybe,

It will go down

Laughing,

Bleeding, crying

Bloodbath.

It will be okay,

And,

I’m tired

Of all this horror movie

Bullshit, that

I’m starting to see…

Can you,

Still come home,

To

Me?

Remember when we said:

“We’ll kill the bunny,

We’ll slit its throat,

We’ll eat its guts,

And we won’t choke”

But look we choked,

Oh god we choked

Oh god we choked

Oh god we-

(slow down)

The bunny,

Isn’t even real

We made it up

We made it real

It is our fault

It is our fault

It is our fault

It is our-

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

“We’ll kill the bunny,

We’ll slit its throat,

We’ll eat its guts,

And we won’t choke”

But look we choked,

Oh god we choked

Oh god we choked

Oh god we-

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

(kind of choke out blood, sputter, don’t say it all in whole

The bunny,

Isn’t even real

We made it up

We made it real

It is our fault

It is my fault

It is my fault

It is my-

Maybe

We could go on a walk

Somewhere we could talk

About how

It all went wrong…

And maybe

We can start-art again

Push the button

Hold my hand

Will it be okay?

And

Im tired

Of all this love movie

Bullshit that

I so desperately

Want

To see

(pick x320xx)

Maybe

You’ll come

Home to

Me.

(strum 032000, dry strum)

And I said,

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

“Let’s kill the bunny,

I’ll hold its ears,

You tie it up

All of its fears,”

Oh look it runs

Oh god it runs

Oh god it runs

Oh god it-

(slow strum go into picking slowly)

(guitar picking interlude)

Maybe

We will follow the

Bunny and see

How it makes us

Believe it is love…

And maybe,

It will go down

Laughing,

Bleeding, crying

Bloodbath.

It will be okay,

And,

I’m tired

Of all this horror movie

Bullshit, that

I’m starting to see…

Can you,

Still come home,

To

Me?

Remember when we said:

“We’ll kill the bunny,

We’ll slit its throat,

We’ll eat its guts,

And we won’t choke”

But look we choked,

Oh god we choked

Oh god we choked

Oh god we-

(slow down)

The bunny,

Isn’t even real

We made it up

We made it real

It is our fault

It is our fault

It is our fault

It is our-

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

“We’ll kill the bunny,

We’ll slit its throat,

We’ll eat its guts,

And we won’t choke”

But look we choked,

Oh god we choked

Oh god we choked

Oh god we-

“Let’s kill the bunny!

Ill hold the gun,

You pull the trigger

We’ll have so much fun!”

All of that blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the blood

Oh god the-

(kind of choke out blood, sputter, don’t say it all in whole

The bunny,

Isn’t even real

We made it up

We made it real

It is our fault

It is my fault

It is my fault

It is my-