Today is my birthday but i'm just tired
27 today. I'm tired. Yesterday i only slept for 3 hours since i was trying to organize my studio so my mom and partner could come over.
Then had a 2 hour fight over the phone with my mom because i live in a different city and i asked them to come here last-minute instead of me coming to them which i always do.
Then i slept 13 hours, and now i feel like ass. My room is half done, dishes need to be done and they come in 2 hours. I wish i could just sleep today. I have nothing planned with them because i'm too tired.
Scared to look in the mirror because if i drink too little water and sleep less than needed i age 5 years overnight, and that will ruin my self esteem on my birthday. Why am i so fragile minded?
Idk i just want to be not tired and have fun.
Instead i want to smoke weed and get back into bed.