u/Familyisuuse

Hi! I, female 18. Just came here asking to those from Taiwan. Is it really true on the exchange program with taiwan and belizean students? ＼(^-^)／ Im going to graduate next year with my associates degree in Business/Accounting, yay! And I wanted to continue my bachelor's in taiwan but im not sure if they offer such. Like I know they are scholarships for belizean students to go and continue studying in taiwan. But like, is it true? Because the scholarships pickings is quite byass, mostly giving to those who have connections in the government. (ToT)

Another thing is that, if I do manage to snag a spot (゜_゜) is there anything should exchange students know? What university is it offered at? From what I know, where it at. These are the titles posted by the embassy here in belize. MOFA Taiwan Scholarship Program

TaiwanICDF Scholarship Program

Its 1 am. Im 18f, just need to let this off my chest. I am a middle child.

Idk why but i made habit of eating last so everyone else can get the portion they want. sometimes id even make something else to eat so everyone else can get what my mom cooked (especially when my sister and her bf moved in) . Im not sure why but I can't gain weight, its not bad but the Sametime is hard to find clothes like im 18 but look 14. school messed up my eating habits as I could go for the day eating once, I gain the habit of eating a lot of junk food (spicy food to be exact) now I have abdomen pain that something is terrible (haven't told anyone). Currently I feel so, tired and feeling like giving up on school (everything in general). I won't lie, I would say im the one my parents on focused on the most when it comes to education. Out of my siblings, I felt like I am more pressured to do what the expected compared to the rest. Like I am attending my first year of college, I overload my classes now have to do summer class (bc its offered in order to cut on some courses I could take the next year) originally I wanted to take break but my family is telling not to because 'i have nothing to do at home etc etc..' its frustrating bc I am barely sleeping bc of it. Worse when it comes to like socializing. I never go out much (literally I go from school to home) I don't hang out with friends or go anywhere else. I spent most of my time just in my room, laying in bed on my phone. It only gotten worse when my sister moved back in with her boyfriend. Like I like that she's closer, her boyfriend is cool. But the thing is that I feel just so awkward now, I sleep in the same room with my other sibling (its a big room). Its just that, I feel a certain way not just with the new company but with my entire family that I just feel odd to be around them. My mom and my sister is closer, my dad and other sibling is closer. And I am just there. I never speak of my feelings to them and when I do I feel like I want to cry.