Type me based on this Pinterest app suggestions I found
When I was small, I thought 'what if the world was created only for me and am in a simulation'
I was mistyped as INFJ but every day of mine was miserable then.
I like to do nothing virtual, but am not rich to go out and do REAL LIFE GTA.
Riding horses, drifting cars, speeding boats.
Hunting.
Sitting and reading is not in my interest until it's my religion.
If I could, I would have people do things for me, like a scribe to write my words down and to read me books. And not because I am lazy, but because that's how I would be doubling down on my tasks.
For me tasks aren't any job, it's the way I want to step forward in achieving the ultimate.
Everyone has an ultimate, I don't desire theirs, but I desire my ultimate and that is to have my ultimate above everyone's, for that's is closer to the truth.
I don't hate rules, but I hate when people break it. And I don't like weak and mindless people in authority. They should also be kind to public.
I don't like dictatorship. But I like Kingship.
Everything should be in one person's control at the end of the day. Not because he is greedy of power.
But because this person is the only one who can make the unhappable happen.
I don't desire control, for that is just a tool.
For my woman. I don't prefer her to be anything but obedient, calm, mature...and herself. For I don't want to be with a teacher who teaches me all the time, or a mother who only mothers me all the time.
I want a Queen, but I also want her to be my little angel, my baby. When I look at her she shy away and smiles.
And when I need her, she destroys my enemies.
And for my future. I am 25, and 10 months.
The inception of my adolescence is something which am not happy with.
Having a father who when shouts can give you constipation, coz your stomach didn't gulp the food right.
I was beaten alot when I was a child. I was always up for leadership, since my sister of one year died, she was my elder, but after she passed away, I had to take up the charge of being elder and take care of my younger siblings. Slowly I lost the touch of the leader in me. It was paralyzed by people. The only wish I had as a child was to have freedom of money but I never chased it.
And then after my school I joined my father in business coz he needed my support, he didn't ask, but I knew I could not let him...only to end up losing my honor.
My plans weren't taken into consideration, and any loss in business and it's execution made me feel helpless and that made detach from the ambition of my father's business.
I always had this idea of building my own empire but I never knew how. Until recently, when I was successful at creating a website, selling crochet pattern and crochet course coz my girl liked it. I chose that as my product and went on with it. Meta is tough, and my budget wasn't sufficient for it's hunger so I closed that project too after selling to 300+ customers. Anyways, I am tired of writing this all. Just type me.
[And I know many till now already would have typed me, but my question to you all is why was I mistyped as INFJ? And I really didn't felt good in those days. I settled in it but I was breathless]