DJ, you were NEVER suppose to be someone/something I was suppose to heal from. You were NEVER expected to save me either. You were just suppose to be there. F*ck.
I’m sad we can’t make it work in this lifetime.
See you later never goodbye!
Love you
T
Would you notice if I just disappeared?
If I stop reaching out to you, stop trying to make plans to see you, do something… Stop all together? Would you even care?
You barely speak as is. Why won’t you just let us build any kind of friendship?? I guess I’m just lost on what to do anymore at this moment in time….
I don’t know if I have it in me to keep trying at this point. When you make me feel like I’m just a burden to you.
I miss when you put some effort, tried to talk to me.
I suppose it was always just me, huh? To put in any kind of effort, I’m exhausted.
Hope when you realize I’m gone you can appreciate I tried to make it all work. I always fought for you, us.
I’ll always love you. Don’t ever get that twisted.
See you later, never goodbye .
T.
Ohhhh Dj, I just miss you. Miss your voice, your body. Miss your sassy silly self. That’s all, need to get it out of my system before u keep sending you things lol 😂
See you soon? Ya? Pleaseeee
👾T
As I'm doing my laundry, a random show is going on. Mid-fold of some kind of shirt, I think to myself, all I'm missing to make this evening good is you. You aren't in view anywhere, I don't hear you saying something about something or even that little chuckle you do after saying something very absurd.
I'm content, fine. Sad, whatever the usual, but fuck do I just want you in view, hear you, something to give my mind a little peace. I'm not going to send this, what's the point? You aren't going to ask me to come over. So here I’ll be all night, trying to remember the feeling next to you. Ughhh
Miss you as always,
Hope you have a good weekend, see you soon? Hopefully 😭🥺💜 T
Dj,
I’m in my head, lost wondering where you are?
Are you home yet??
I’ll be on the way.
I’ve daydreamed about us hanging out for a few days now when life is overwhelming me and I need that peace you bring me.
I want, need to feel you next to me. Pretty please!!!
Why aren’t you home yet??
I’ll hug you ever so gently but with the rush you know I needed it and missed you, you as a whole. Ahhhh
I want to be able to wake up and hate it’s morning already because the time went by too fast next to you.
Reach for you and kiss you. Hold you, you know how much I adore just your face alone?? Right? Ughhh neeeed it in front of meeeee!
Just tell me to come home, that you miss me too.
I’ll be on my way, let’s play your favorite game pls 🥺👾 let’s escape this nightmare together, with our playful little banter for a few hrs, ya know the usual? Ugh I hope so.
T💜💜
Welp, Dj, here I am at work, 3am and all I can think about is you.
Next few nights off, and all I can hope is you reach out at some point and want to speak. Something.
I miss you.
Even if we can’t hang out, let me hear your voice. Tell me how work is going, tell me anything on your mind. Honestly, at this point, I don’t care as long as I hear your voice.
I miss you. I said that I know. I missssss you.
Hope you aren’t in your head too much.
Love you 😘
Hope I can see you soon. Even if we do nothing and everything, let’s just relax and enjoy our little time we have together, okay?
Xox always YOUR crazy T 🤪💜🥺