u/FactorOne4854

My depression has been hitting hard lately, i’ve had no motivation for my missing assignments, i’ve felt miserable, i haven’t talked with anyone, not even online. I really hate my life, my birthday was 3 days ago and i had no friends to celebrate it with, all these retards at my school exclude me and they’re all in their own groups, no one talks to me there, i try to to speak to them but they just fucking ignore me, mock me or look at my weirdly. No one understands me, if i say everything i feel i would be judged at. People don’t understand me, i’m so tired of society and its hypocrisy. My medications won’t work, i told my mom i have a high chance of being bipolar but she just said “everyone is a little bipolar” in quirky way, not taking me seriously. She didn’t even try to talk to my psychiatrist about it and get me evaluated, i did get some neurological evaluations, the results were that i have a high intellectual capacity, and my mom said “see, you don’t have anything aside from that, depression and anxiety, the doctor told me!” (The doctor was specialized in science education, not even psychiatry or psychology) I have no energy for anything. DM ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ON MY SYMPTOMS