u/Fabulous_Narwhal3113

Hello all,

Male 31 here. Suffering from lack of drive, lack of sex drive, low motivation, all the classic signs really. My test levels are actually OK, they arranged from 5 to 700. I got pinned last week by my friend and now it’s at 1191 with estrogen being 136.

So, it seems as if my androgen receptors are pretty sensitive. This leads me to believe that I may also be androgenically sensitive in places I don’t want to be like the heart. AI will tell you that the number one problem here is going to be your heart.

I understand that the blood may become thick, and I understand that test has been shown to increase cholesterol and BP. I was wondering what the realistic odds are for bad cardiac outcomes? Is it the kind of thing that’s like you have to be at like 2000 T levels for this to happen? Is it more about the dosage you take weekly? Is it as simple as I’m clearly super sensitive to test therefore my heart would be too?

Or or it the kind of thing where like as long as your hemotacrit is cool, and your BP is below 140/90, then strain on heart isn’t going to happen any faster than someone with a high BP who isn’t on test?

Edit- people are asking with I think I may be sensitive to test. My testosterone went from 700 to 1200. Iv never had a reading more than 730. It was a single shot. My estrogen went from 50 to 136. My bench also went from like 275 to 295 with the important caveat that the 275 was done like 2 years ago snd iv jot been training too much since.

Where did city go? It was so lit. Crack smokers in hotels, car thefts, southern accents, and small town vibes. What is this corporate Times Square culture bullshit now?

Edit: I saw the Lane Garden (River chase) apartments mentioned in like 3 different episodes. That whole area from Dickerson to Lischey was wild as fuck!

What happened between me and this feminist?

My basic idea is that the feminist woman did not like me so just wanted me out of her space, but I would like to hear from the feminist community. Iv never seen this so I want to know if this is normal. I’ll keep it short and bullet point form:

I’m driving down from one side of Texas to the other to see if some old friends who are throwing a party.

I ask my friend if he wants to drive down with me. He brings his friend (feminist).

We take his car and I’m initially driving. They don’t feel comfortable with my driving. They state they don’t want to go anymore and I’m like that’s cool, we can call it. As she’s driving me to my house she says she feels more comfortable and is down to go again.

I ask if it could have been the weed because it makes me paranoid too. I don’t smoke weed because of this I just can’t handle the paranoia.

She says I’m gaslighting her. Idk what that means but in my philosophy there’s no winning an argument so I don’t push further on this point of conversation. I have also noticed that anytime this particular word is used, it’s pretty much irreparable and that person also does not like you.

During the drive she mentions a few times how she wants to bang certain people or about certain hookups she’s had or whatever. Normal banter.

When we get to the party I am talking to my friend on the phone and tell him she wants to bang him.

She overheard and she leaves party. Our friend tells me she felt “sexualized and objectified”.

She’s apparently extremely offended. I did not get the chance to talk to her as she cut off all contact immediately.

I text our friend and tell him that she needs to get some rest, and she when she wakes up get her drunk to get her vibe up and then we can talk it out at the party once the vibes improve.

Apparently this is the nail in the coffin as she feels unsafe around me.

I get abandoned 7 hours away.

I have a great time because a lot of my really good friends were there, but there was some logistical problems with catching a flight back and stuff.

My interpretation of the situation was that she just did not like me so she was looking for like a reason to get me out of her space. I do not believe an awkward comment should, under the assumption that she is of sound mind and body, be enough to leave someone 7 hours away stranded.

I don’t have feminist friends, this is not my sub culture. My sub culture is probably the opposite- I lift weights, I don’t care about politics, I am a minority but I am not civically involved trying to gain political power from the white man, I was in a college fraternity, etc. I don’t have any sisters and my mom would not care about this type of politics as my middle eastern family is more concerned about foreign policy when they turn on the television. For the record we do vote democrat. None of my exes cared about politics.

I don’t understand this sub culture but I don’t dislike it, I just quite literally don’t know what they’re talking about. For the record, I was not offended by anything that was said but I have definitely been around people I don’t get along with. I can’t imagine a scenario where I would leave someone stranded 7 hours away from home unless they tried to like stab me lol.