Husband gave me the ultimate ick
So I’m internally freaking out. I do know that I’ll need to have a conversation with him about this but I need to vent first.
I just found a mid sized bedazzled anal plug in my husbands bathroom drawer. And the worst part that’s grossing me out is it wasn’t clean! (Yes I touched it) I’m disgusted.
We have done anal play with me before because he almost always begs for it. I even have a little sleek black silicone one. So I’m not a prude.
He’s never mentioned being into anything like that. He’s acts almost aggressively homophobic. (🚩) We’re literally tittering on divorce I just came back home after a week of “space”.
A bit of background: last year I remember him getting obsessed with being “cleaned out” he was complaining of unproductive bowel movements. This lead to him buying an anal douche and a very small anal plug (the one found today is bigger and bedazzled ) he said he needed to stretch it before douching. (I told him he needs to fix his diet but ofc that didn’t make sense)
Y’all am I dumb? Has he been DL and I never noticed?! I’m spiraling atp!