My boyfriend (M18) told me that I’m a “low tier Becky” and ugly and that some girl who used to like him is better than me and a “high tier Becky” (I’m 18F)
My boyfriend and I were having a fight and he started calling me a foid and ugly, and he also said some girl I really hate is better than me in every possible way
I have tried to forgive him for it many times but I’m so hurt and I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. I feel like just crying all the time thinking about it. He doesn’t even give me any reassurance.
He always tells me I look so average and that I am not unique, and that there’s nothing great about me except me being his girlfriend.. I don’t know what to do..
I also wanted to add that he does give me love and affection or whatever but if I don’t reciprocate from being too depressed he would start calling me names as well..
It’s gotten to the point where the only way I can get his attention is if I threaten to hurt myself. I have in the past, where he accused me for cheating because he called me a bitch infront of his friend and his friend corrected him. I just feel so pathetic saying all this but I have literally no one to talk to. I can’t trust anyone.
I really love him but I feel like I can’t be happy with him anymore and that it’s affecting me too much..
how do I fix this?
(Also, I’m really sorry if I can’t reply to everyone I’m trying my best. It’s my first time making this kind of post and I’ve never used Reddit before.. and I really appreciate everyone who is looking out for me ❤️ I hope you have a great day and I’m sorry if I made anyone angry.)