Me (24M) and my girlfriend (23F) have been together for 10 months now. She’s amazing and loving and is honestly all I ever wanted.
I made the mistake of asking about her past. I don’t wanna give a lot of details but she had a lot of casual sex after she broke up with her ex. And that I was the 12th person she had sex with.
She’s very kind and reassures me a lot and tells me that she wants me and only me to be her last and I appreciate her a lot.
It’s just sometimes I open tiktok and I see videos making fun of “retired bops” and the guys that date them. And when I see videos like that it ruins my mood and I start overthinking like crazy.
She told me the reason why she did it was because she wanted validation as she was insecure about her body, and that she was drunk or intoxicated everytime she did it.
I just overthink a lot and I guess I’m just very insecure even when she tells me that I’m the best that she has been with.
I would just like to hear your thoughts/opinions about this and maybe a way for me to stop overthinking/being insecure or if I’m making the right decision to keep being with her?