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(52M 49F m15 years)What would you want your partner to do to make the relationship closer and more passionate and build attraction? We are working on things, but I am not sure I am getting anywhere. What do you suggest? Counseling is individual at this point. Open to Counseling, but there are financial burdens ATM.

We had addiction problems but are clear of that. But there is a huge wedge I can't seem to remove. She gets angry or annoyed out of the blue. There is a huge wedge that I can not seem to clear.

tl/Dr

Trying to bring passion and emotional closeness back to our relationship. 52m 48f 15 or marriage

I have been very bad.

I let myself destroy what I had.

I lit the fuse and tried to accuse

And it's me that I will lose.

The me that would die for you

The me the tried for you

The me that fell apart and tried to hide it

I was the one who kept it together,

the strong one, the rock.

The water wore me down

Strength turned to sand

I put you up so high that I

Was afraid to see you land

Now, when I reach out, you

Dont take my hand

we can not be done

I am just waking from the shock

I thought we were on lock