I feel so alone I don’t know what to do
hi. I’m 14 years old and I’ve had functional dyspepsia and gerd for more than a year, I’ve had an endoscopy and recently a gastric emptying scan and it showed 0 results except lactose intolerance. I’ve had PPIs but nothing helped, and I’ve gotten to a stage where I’ve given up, and I just eat anything and have stomach aches nausea and reflux all day every day. Since, no matter what I eat literally everything I get sick, I just eat whatever which is stupod I know but I gave up, and idk what to do and my mom just gets upset at me for eating so terribly when my digestion is wrecked and i really don’t know what to do anymore. I feel hopeless. and I keep eating through pain and binge eating to cope with the stress( then I get more sick, and it’s a loop + I’m malnourished. idk what to do to stop myself and eat normally and stop stress eating which started since like 2025, I’ve been doing it for months so no wonder my digestion sucks when I’m eating four more pieces of toast while almost throwing up and choking on pieces. and eating late at night while nearly barfing. idk what’s wrong with me. and I genuinely have given up now on eating normal foods and I just ignore the constant pain I feel and I truly feel hopeless. especially because the gastric emptying scan showed I had normal emptying, so idk what’s wrong with me, I think my excessive unhealthy eating is one of the main problems, (and my gastroenterologist mentioned it could be anxiety as well) but no one is helping me, idk what to do to get myself out of this hell , my gastro tried to get me a nutritionist and therapist but my mom screamed and got mad because she said therapy is anti Christian and nutritionists are useless. my gastro mentioned it could be visceral hypersensitivity. my parents said we could go to a different hospital for help, but I just feel so hopeless i feel like they won’t even help. When I try to tell my mom about my stress eating, she just gets mad at me and makes fun of me