u/Extra_Connection9304

I made a post couple of days ago of my 3 month old might having cerebral palsy well today we saw a neuro doctor she strongly believes my baby girl my life has c p affecting limbs ,face,olso her mouth and i just want to die.We are going tomorrow for imaging and an eeg of brain since she might have seizures too even in her sleep and i just cant feel other way because my pregnancy was horrible with different medications for contractions to stop them going in preterm labour.She was born 35 weeks and born crying so probably the medications did something to her brain.I dont know where to start and how to cope with everything please she seems so uncomfortable and in pain.She cries a lot has trouble with chocking and vomiting during feeding,cant suck on pacifier and want to put her hand on her mouth so badly but she cant ,her arms are so stiff her body makes cracking sound .We cant even hold her shes in pain and i cant see her like this.Since shes developing more this week her signs made a more strong apparence.I need some positive thoughts something to hold on ,something to give me hope for her future because the doctor told me her cp is the kind of severe cerebral palsy