u/Extra_Conclusion_220

m, 24 DF here. the last 5 years i chased and chased for my DM right after the seperation began. i dont know how my life was before i met her. i dont know this feeling of neutrality. I really have to learn to surrender for my own good. but i dont know how to. I have the need to control the outcome to just do something to make her come back. It always pushes her away. So i need advice from you guys. How to learn to surrender?