My maths is around
Full 3d and vector
Probability
Full calculus and co ordinate geo
And physics 100% done expect for ray optics
And chem ionic surface chemistry and inorganic mein blocks is not done
Title Mila wapas aap logon kon
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I have always been decent in my studies—even pulling off a 98+ percentile in my JEE during my drop year—but because of that constant academic focus, I grew up as a tomboy. My parents have always held this outdated mindset that "smart girls" aren't supposed to be glamorous or into styling themselves, and since I’ve been a people-pleaser all my life, I always went along with it. But lately, I’ve really wanted to explore my style and wear things like mini dresses, even though actually putting them on makes me feel incredibly awkward because I hate going against my parents' dislike of short clothes. It has reached a point where any opinion they voice just instantly irritates me, and even though I opened up to my mom and she told me to do whatever I want, my mind still desperately craves my dad’s validation—which is hard because we aren't close, and I don't know how to express my vulnerability to him. Now, as I prepare to start engineering, I am absolutely done with the constant, exhausting grind, especially since I didn't fully meet expectations in my drop year. Even though my parents were ultimately okay with my results, I want to finally live my college life to the absolute fullest, step out of survival mode, and experience everything engineering has to offer, even while continuing to live at home.