Any advice and solutions?
I joined a new company and I was hanging around people here , I had personal issues from the part which I was not over from and had panic attacks and emotional attention to overcome them for the moment, when I started to hang around and all went till I became close to them and I wanted a help with certain things like time with me and wanted to feel a bit validated, when I asked out loud for it and when circumstance were not good for them (which I didn't know about at that time) and they thought I am trying to mess arround them and they stopped speaking to me and more over they started to avoid me later and I am left all alone, I tried my best accepted my mistakes apologies many number of times and things didn't settle yet, I feel very bad and left out all alone , it took me time to trust there people and things started to fall apart when I started to feel these people as home . Idk nowadays I feel very lonely , sleep cycle is rescheduled and started losing my appetite and mental peace .
You may feel I am weird as I am taking this too long for work friends but except for this all around my life is breaking apart this was most of the comfort zone I had with me and now I feel like I am losing my mind.
Now it's been almost a month and I feel like I can wait for a month and get back to try to explain when the heat is down ?