Is something wrong with me?
So, the thing is for the longest time I thought I was straight but for the past few months that has been untangling slowly so I accepted myself as bi but I realised a few things.
Private parts in general disgust me in any nsfw material, I used to think how others can enjoy looking at that cus it looks disgusting so I thought I'll grow into it but I clearly did not I'm M19 and it's still as disgusting as ever especially women parts the vagina is repugnant for me to look at (No disrespect to anyone I'm sorry), Unless it's animated or drawn I can't look at it and if it's too detailed then nope the same as a real one it feels disgusting. I do have a decent libido and it's fine when sexual things are hinted instead of being too direct but otherwise no. Dicks feel disgusting too but it's way less than vagina's. Self pleasing women in nsfw materials make me feel like throwing up and I don't think I can have sex with a woman if it's gonna be like this maybe it could be different irl but I doubt that.
So what am I, tried to find answers on google but it's confusing also the bigger concern am I gay? Like I am attracted to both men and women but I just can't have sex with a woman like this.